What's your problem?!

2009-10-07T02:13:00.000+08:00

I am so so so hungry! But there's nothing left in the house to eat too! Or at least I didn't bother to raid my kitchen.

I seriously am getting pissed at my computer! It's friggin' laggy nowadays. Not to mention the motherboard may spoil from overload. Guess I'll have to do some disk fragmentation. Ew the lags!

My birthday's coming and I'm pretty excited about it this time, for once. Yet, it's too near the GCE 'O' Levels to get anyone to celebrate it with me. I guess I'll be lonely this year. Maybe I'll ask some SGC members to come celebrate with me, for they are most free and well, free.

Hmmm... Right. I'm so going to raid the kitchen now.

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2009-09-26T15:21:00.002+08:00

I so want to sleep and dream of eating more pizzas.
Whee.

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2009-09-19T18:01:00.004+08:00

A new limited edition worldwide handphone for my upcoming birthday present eh?
She just doesn't understand, really.
I have told her upteenth times of what I really really want.
She never gets it, does she?
I always leave the slightest hope in my disappointment, but it always proves to be useless.
No one, understands what I want in life.
You can give me what you want to give me or what I claim to need, but I'll never be happy.
Reason being they're all not something I truly wanted.
You can give me violin after I tell you that immediately,
you can give me a school day off after I tell you I don't feel like going,
you can give me a trip to anywhere else,
but I tell you that I'm still unhappy no matter how much I smile.

How hard is it to understand someone? Just listen to what the person says. Don't listen and interpret in your own way. That's how you start to understand the person. If you still don't get what he/she says, ask again! You can't just change the meaning of what he/she meant without knowing what he/she really meant. Of course, no one can ever fully understand any person but, at the very least, try to.

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2009-09-11T00:21:00.002+08:00

I mean, honestly! This should never have been implemented on net! (Click Here!)

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2009-09-04T23:28:00.000+08:00

I'm so ready to kill the next person who pisses me off.

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INSTITUTO MARANGONI

2009-09-01T21:45:00.003+08:00

I've totally decided.

If I would be allowed, hopefully, I WILL go to INSTITUTO MARANGONI. It's probably one of the best fashion schools in all the best areas of fashion and OUT OF SINGAPORE. I've looked through the programmes and all, pretty detailed and professional if you asked me. And so, I've also calculated the enrollment fees per annum, which sums to 3 721.58759SGD, rounding it off would be SGD3,721.59 in conversion of €1,800. For tuition fees, 22 743.0353SGD rounded off to SGD22,743.04, in conversion of €11,000. It's actually a lot, considered it is in Paris, France.

I was wondering between these 3 locations; Milan, Paris and London. Let me put up my opinions of these three schools below.

Milan

Good things

It's in Italy!

One of the top fashion areas

An artsy place, CLASSICS!

I love class

Bad things

I don't know Italiano!

They have more majors of designs there

Paris

Good things

It's in France!

They speak French!

Less majors of designs

Another artsy place of classics

There's CLASS

CLASSICAL MUSIC

Bad things

It's not Milan!

I don't speak French well enough

London

Good things

It's in Europe!

They speak my language, English!

Less majors of designs

Also an artsy place, more of history looking to me

Elegance and class is both present!

There's all the hippy dances!

Street art!

Bad things

No foreign language

I'm not good at pronouncing words

Not too in favour of the place itself

Well then, that's just some of my views. Actually, I'm not too decided on Paris, France as well. People! Give me your opinions, alright? Tell me through anywhere you can do to contact me and for the upteenth time, I'm so NOT EVER gonna put a tagboard. In case you miss this, ask around! Oh yes! I actually have the biggest intuition that I won't be allowed but who cares, one can still dream around, right?

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P.S. I typed out the entire HTML of the post myself! I'm so great yeah, no? HAHA!

2009-08-31T21:59:00.000+08:00

I'm sooooooooo tired and blogger's post page is lousy again.

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2009-08-30T05:01:00.004+08:00

Sweet! It's actually like 5.01am in the morning and I don't feel the least tired at all? What a joke, severe joke.

Anyways, blogskin was supposed to be done from 12:37am to estimated latest 3:37am BUT my whole photoshop crashed on me in error of loading Canon in D's sheet music. Like wow, how'd you do that! DON' ask me, I seriously have no idea. Then I redo every single thing because I didn't save anything at all up to like 3:47am since 2:26am. I realised that Canon in D's sheet music was too short, well the first page that is( I'm lazy to load the second page up). So... I got Stravinsky's Petrouchka instead. Found Mvt. I and II. Made the Mvt I and still is short! Delete and redo Mvt II and tada, finally it's done! I finished the picture COMPLETELY and SAVED at 4:06am. Uploads and alterations to HTML got over me at 5:01am. I know the violin picture's completely out of question in the picture above but hey! Let me prove that I simply LOVE the violin. Oh there's this other Cello-based wallpaper I made too. You've seen it in my neopets profile haven't ya?( Click Here! )

Like what the heck, no? But that's just one of my another rants and randoms, HAHA.

Okay, I woke at 2:13pm today, thanks to that consecutive 2 days of not sleeping. Nah, was suppose to be doing DnT on first night too, but then laptop attracts me a lot so...yeah, you get the idea. I really did rush DnT for the second night! Am quite awake, except a few knocks on the table with forehead, but that really did hurt I'll have you know. Whatever the case, for the first time I'm like seriously rushing it while playing games at the same time(you can't just miss out on that). DnT GCE coursework is totally over, so forget about it since there's this irrational theory paper coming out on September too.

That reminds me, 56 days to the start of GCEs! I'm still not in mood to study! Ohmygod.

Well then, I guess I'll list out my plans on the navigation box instead. Posting it just takes up too much work! Oh by the way, I'm so so so...way too active right now.

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2009-08-30T00:37:00.001+08:00

I'm like so bored? Hoo Ha Hoo. Shall be updating more later. Since I finally decided to get on with a new blogskin. As usual, BRB -- be right back.

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2009-08-24T22:00:00.000+08:00

Blogger totally screws up like facebook do, well in FireFox that is. Anyways, too tired nor am I in mood to post about my last weekend.

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2009-08-19T19:35:00.000+08:00

Fuck.

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P.S. Blogger's post page has gone wrong again.

2009-08-19T00:38:00.001+08:00

I'M GOING BONKERS!

Reason for the above was Presentation Board to be handed in completely on 19 August 2009, and I'm still left with the working drawings UNDONE, contextual picture UNDONE. Well, putting working drawings which needs orthographic projection(DRAWING AGAIN!) aside, I could easily have just taken a picture of my artefact and find a damn background and photoshop-ed it. But then again, I don't wanna lose that 1 or 2 points just because I didn't draw it. I had my drafts so it's easy for me to just draw it out but alas! I still have to colour in for god's sake. Then again, working drawings really does kill millions and millions of my brain cells at once.

I started posting this since yesterday, but then pressing a wrong button deleted my post and so I refused to type it again. Today, I shall type it out since I'm taking a rest from that damn DnT right now.

Things to be done
Mathematics TYS 2006-2008 Paper 1 & 2
Mathematics Resourse Package Set 1-5 Paper 1 & 2
Mathematics Assessment Revision Exercise 1 Paper 1 & 2
Physics S/TYS whole book
Physics H/TYS Y2000 Paper 1 & 2
Chemistry S/TYS whole book
Chemistry H/TYS Y2000 Paper 1 & 2
POA TSS Set 1-5 Paper 1 & 2
POA MCQB Chapter 1
Physics LMCQ Chapter 1
Social Studies OLECG Chapter 1[READ-ONLY]
History OLECG Chapter 1[READ-ONLY]
DnT Practice Papers
English Comprehension Set 1- Summary, Set 2- Full paper

Shit.

DnT's up-to-date To Do List
Working Drawings
Contextual Use
Gantt Chart
3 Ideation sketch
Completion of mindmap with relation to solution
3 more Research for now
Highlights
Idea Development
In-depth research

WTF.

Starting from yesterday, this is the new item I added.

Time wasted on for today
Facebook
Mini-shopping
Finding tables to do DnT in library
Blogging
Dinner -- Too much comedy
Resting -- Too exhausted
Listening to Mr Lye's bullshit
Trying to straighten a hair without hair straightener

ROFLMAO .

And thus, I shall update more tomorrow. TIME IS PRECIOUS! In 15 hours from now will be my doomsday.

And then again, the last list of rubbish.

Not-So-Important List of To Dos
Get a new bag*
Update of wardrobe*
Download [PSP]FULL Final Fantasy Dissidia US Version(ain't out yet)
Complete all the damn DJ MAXes
Get a new external number keypad
White nail varnish
Study for upcoming Prelimary Examinations
Complete personal music sheet of ASOSAF
Practice K-ON!'s "Don't be Lazy" --- Keyboard

Oh yeah! MT O Level results are out in a few hours time! Can't wait to get it OMFG! Wish me the best yeah? Especially people who know how much this result means to me. COME TO MAMA, A1~!

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P.S. Changing of font sizes still doesn't work in blogger posting. I refuse to type HTML.

2009-08-17T23:44:00.000+08:00

I got pissed. One wrong button send my whole post un-saved and typed out like for half an hour gone. !@#$%&!@#$%

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2009-08-15T23:41:00.000+08:00

Blogger posting page is still giving me problems. And I'm lazy to type HTMLs out one by one. No I refuse to post anything else until this is solved.

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2009-08-15T01:34:00.002+08:00

WHY AM I STILL NOT ASLEEP?! ROFL I don't know!

Anyways, my damn HTML still isn't working cause this post page ain't showing up right! Oh oh oh and, I'm tired. Goodnight.

Oh yeah, Darefrencze going Germany next month. Which also means SMS-ing will cost a bomb. MSN is indeed A life-saver.

Last but not least, blogskin will be changed either tomorrow or somewhere soon to the same as my neopets userlookup (Take a sneak peak here )

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2009-08-13T18:42:00.000+08:00

Honestly, I haven't got the slightest idea if anyone's still reading this blog. I don't have the feel to update it much. LOL. Everyday is like the same, is there even anything to update? HAHA, maybe not for long.

Oh yeah, I'm actually back mapling. For Episode 2! But I can't get the hang of the Knight of Cyrus thingamajig. I prefer my old cleric. HAHAHA .

Thats all for now.

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P.S. My blogger is showing up weirdly so I can't do htmls.

2009-07-18T21:45:00.002+08:00

TODAY IS A TIRING DAY!

Bought the above from Takashimaya's food fair! Well, there was another box of Green Tea Collon but gave it to Katherine. I FEEL SO GENEROUS TODAY! HAHAHA. Anyways, I'll list out today's activities in point form:
- Took cab with Juliet to Far East Plaza.
- Ate KFC.
- Walked to Ngee Ann City.
- Got called "Road PHAIL" by Lee Ming.
- Waited for Taiko performance to start.
- SMS-ed Jayken, Jia Le and Aaron out of boredom. BILL BOMB!
- Walk to shaded area to sit.
- Some damn IDIOT watered plants behind me.
- Water with soil splashed a bit on my WHITE shirt.
- Got pissed and went in Ngee Ann City's toilet.
- Then went back to wait for Taiko to start.
- Watched Taiko.
- Watched some music bands whack.
- Accompanied Lee Ming to eat at basement.
- Walked around food fair.
- Bought the above+1 more box of Green Tea Collon. TOTAL'S $20.70! ZOMFG.
- Got back out and saw some chinese orchestra.
-Saw cello and got pissed.
-Saw some old man teaching two kids to swing the hula thingamajig or whatever it's called. OH WAIT. I HAD ALCOHOLIC ICE CREAM! ONE SCOOP!
- Back to topic, we were headed for clarke quay was it?
- Then don't know what happen in between I don't remember.
- Walk till don't know where's bus stop and took 190 back to our own destinations.
- Met up with Katherine at Lot 1 Sakae for dinner.
- Ate a whole lot.
- Went Popular to find Math's 'Formula and Notes' book.
- Found and went ahead looking at other subjects.
- Called Mom and asked if it was fine to get guidebooks instead of doing damn notes.
-Look and flipped and considered some guidebooks. Results are below:Yes, above are the guidebooks I bought. Too bad they don't do guidebooks for Humanities OR POA. Sc(Chemistry) was out of stock and they were already ordered so... I got myself reserved on one. OH YESH. I saw a 'Qualitative Analysis' book. But then, I don't have any chemicals nor metals or salts at home. So I can't possibly buy that book. But I found two revision papers in there which I did in school's practical sessions before. So cool right no(Ignore this). Maybe I'll get Ms Yu to decide (:

I'm like so tired? TIME FOR NEOPETS! NO I'M JUST JOKING. I need some sleep.

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2009-07-18T02:54:00.001+08:00

Eclaire says,

" My life revolves around art."

LI YUNDI'S WORKS ARE LOVED!

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2009-07-16T18:09:00.002+08:00

GIDDY, Giddy, giddy, GIDDY, Giddy, giddy, GIDDY, Giddy, giddy, GIDDY, Giddy, giddy, GIDDY, Giddy, giddy, GIDDY, Giddy, giddy, GIDDY, Giddy, giddy, GIDDY, Giddy, giddy, GIDDY, Giddy, giddy, GIDDY, Giddy, giddy, GIDDY, Giddy, giddy, GIDDY, Giddy, giddy, GIDDY, Giddy, giddy, GIDDY, Giddy, giddy, GIDDY, Giddy, giddy, GIDDY, Giddy, giddy, GIDDY, Giddy, giddy, GIDDY, Giddy, giddy, GIDDY, Giddy, giddy, GIDDY, Giddy, giddy, GIDDY, Giddy, giddy, GIDDY, Giddy, giddy, GIDDY, Giddy, giddy, GIDDY, Giddy, giddy, GIDDY, Giddy, giddy, GIDDY, Giddy, giddy, GIDDY, Giddy, giddy, GIDDY, Giddy, giddy, GIDDY, Giddy, giddy, GIDDY, Giddy, giddy, GIDDY, Giddy, giddy, GIDDY, Giddy, giddy, GIDDY, Giddy, giddy, GIDDY, Giddy, giddy, GIDDY, Giddy, giddy, GIDDY, Giddy, giddy, GIDDY, Giddy, giddy, GIDDY, Giddy, giddy, GIDDY, Giddy, giddy, GIDDY, Giddy, giddy, GIDDY, Giddy, giddy, FAINT, Faint, faint.

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P.S. This post should be natural from a sick person who is feeling giddy and about to faint. Haha.

2009-07-15T00:00:00.001+08:00

"Life is worthless when one can't dream nor achieve their dreams."

Could this be more than true?
WHY?
WHY AM I NOT ALLOWED TO DREAM.
WHY AM I NOT ALLOWED TO PURSUE WHAT I WANT?
WHY AM I NOT ALLOWED TO DO WHAT I LOVE DOING?
WHY MUST I DO WHAT YOU WANT ME TO DO?
WHY MUST I LISTEN TO EVERYONE?
WHY MUST EVERYONE LOOK DOWN ON ME?
WHY SHOULD I BE TREATED THIS WAY?
WHY WHY WHY?
BECAUSE I'M DIFFERENT FROM OTHER TEENAGERS?
BECAUSE I'M YOUR DAUGHTER?
BECAUSE I'M STILL YOUNG?
BECAUSE ALL TEENAGERS PURSUE IMPOSSIBLE DREAMS?
BECAUSE I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO?
BECAUSE OF THE SOCIETY?
BECAUSE OF YOUR FRIENDS' CHILDREN?
BECAUSE I'M A GIRL?
BECAUSE OF WHAT?
WHAT'S YOUR POINT OF DOING THIS?
WHAT'S YOUR MOTIVE FOR DOING THIS?
WHAT'S YOUR MINDSET FOR ALL THESE?
WHAT'S MY FUTURE GOT TO DO WITH YOU?
WHAT'S MY WANTS AND NOTS GOING TO AFFECT YOU?
WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM?
WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?
WHO DO YOU THINK I'VE BEING TRYING TO PLEASE ALL THIS TIME?
WHO DO YOU THINK I'VE BEING WORKING HARD FOR?
WHO DO YOU THINK I'VE BEING TO MAKE PROUD OF?
WHO DO YOU THINK I'VE BEING DOING ALL THESE FOR?
WHEN HAVE YOU UNDERSTAND ME?
WHEN HAVE YOU REALLY TRIED TO PUT YOURSELVES IN MY SHOES?
WHEN HAVE YOU TRIED TO LISTEN TO ME?
WHEN HAVE YOU NOT DECIDE FOR ME?
WHEN HAVE I NOT TRIED TO OBEY YOUR WANTS?
WHEN HAVE I STARTED TO REBEL?
WHEN HAVE I STARTED TO GROW 'ABNORMAL' INTERESTS?
WHEN HAVE I NOT TRIED TO CHANGE?
WHEN HAVE I NOT RESTRICTED MYSELF TO MANY THINGS?

YOU NEVER LISTENED. YOU NEVER GET IT IN YOUR HEAD. EXPLANATIONS AND DETAILS OR SUBTLE HINTS DROPPED EVERYDAY,EVERYTIME, BUT YOU NEVER GOT IT. EVEN THE WORLD'S MOST DUMB AND IDIOTIC PERSON COULD HAVE UNDERSTOOD.
A CHINESE TEACHER, A RICH MANAGER, A DEEJAY, A SALESGIRL, A SM, AN ACCOUNTANT, AN AUDIT AND ETC ETC ETC, EACH OF YOU HAS A LARGER BY TONNES OR MORE BRAIN COMPARED TO AN AMOEBA AND YOU'RE TELLING ME YOU CAN'T UNDERSTAND WHAT AN ORDINARY TEENAGE GIRL WITH UNIQUE INTERESTS AND PERSONALITY WANTS, LOVES, DREAMS.
WHAT'S WRONG WITH DREAMING. ALL PEOPLE DREAM. IT'S NOT LIKE ALL WHO DREAM WILL NOT SUCCEED. WHY DO YOU PEOPLE JUST HAVE TO LOOK DOWN ON ME. IS IT SO VISIBLE AND THAT YOU'RE ABLE TO PREDICT THE FUTURE THAT I ABSOLUTELY CAN'T MAKE IT FOR WHATEVER I WANT TO DO? YOU'RE NOTHING BUT A PEANUT AT THAT YOU FUCKING ASSES.
YOU SAID YOU WON'T HINDER MY FREEDOM. YOU SAID I COULD HAVE MY TOTAL FREEDOM AT THAT SOME POINTS YOU WILL STILL CARE SINCE I'M YOUR BIOLOGICAL DAUGHTER. BUT HAVE YOU REALLY GIVEN ME MY FREEDOM. IF YES, WHY DO I STILL FEEL LIKE A BIRD LOCKED IN A CAGE? IS IT BECAUSE I HAVE'T GROWN WINGS THAT ARE BIG ENOUGH TO FLY? OR RATHER BECAUSE YOU HAVEN'T REALLY OPENED THE DOOR? THINK ABOUT IT DUMBASSES. HAVE YOU THOUGHT WHAT YOU'VE DONE TO ME WILL CAUSE MENTAL OR PHYSICAL HURT? AFTERALL, I'M STILL GROWING UP. WHY HAVE I BECOME THE ME TODAY? COULD IT HAVE BEEN WHAT'S GOING AROUND ME AT HOME? OR RATHER YOU WOULD CHOOSE TO PUSH ALL BLAMES TO THE OUTSIDE WORLD, MAKING MY FRIENDS, SCHOOL, SURROUNDINGS THE BLACK SHEEP? I HAVE MY UNIQUE INTERESTS THAT IS PROBABLY THE MOST UNUSUAL IN TODAY'S MODERN WORLD. DOES THAT MAKE ME ANY DIFFERENT? I'M STILL AN ORDINARY HUMAN GIRL AT ALL TIMES. WHY DO YOU KEEP SAYING THAT I GOT MYSELF INTERESTED ON THOSE ON PURPOSE? THIS PROBABLY JUST SHOWS THAT YOU NEVER DID NOTICE WHAT YOUR CHILD LIKES AND WANTS. LIKE SO FUCKED UP, I DON'T NEED YOUR ATTENTION, SAVE IT FOR THAT JULIET-WHO-HASN'T-FOUND-HER-ROMEO-BITCH. I DON'T NEED YOUR CONCERNS OF MY SAFETY AND ALL. I DON'T NEED YOUR OVER PROTECTION. I DON'T NEED TO HEAR YOUR VOICE. I DON'T EVEN NEED TO SEE YOUR FACE. I DON'T NEED YOUR SCOLDINGS BECAUSE THEY'RE NOT REASONABLE. OH WAIT, SINCE WHEN HAVE YOU BEEN REASONABLE. I CAN'T EVEN RECALL ANY SINGLE BIT.

DO I BEAR GRUDGES? YES. I'M A NORMAL GIRL AFTERALL. ALL GIRLS HAVE PETTY TRAITS. I'M JUST UNUSUALLY SUPER PETTY THAT'S ALL. WHY? THINK ABOUT IT.
1) A FATHER TELLING HER DAUGHTER STRAIGHT IN THE FACE,"I CAN LET YOU COME TO THIS WORLD, BUT I CAN ALSO MAKE YOU LEAVE THIS WORLD."
2) FATHER TRIES TO TIE A LONG NYLON STRING AROUND HER DAUGHTER AND THROWS HER OUT OF THE WINDOW FROM 5TH STOREY, MOTHER IN KITCHEN, DON'T CARE, CLAIMS THAT SHE DIDN'T KNOW NOR RECALL THAT HAPPENING.
3) MOTHER GRABS HAIR AND KEEPS HITTING THE HEAD.
4) FATHER LOCKS DAUGHTER IN STOREROOM AND STARVE HER FROM DINNER.
5) PULLED OUT OF BED FROM SLEEP, THROWN OUT OF HOUSE IN THE MIDDLE OF NIGHT WITH ALL HER STUFFS.
6) MOTHER TRIED TO BURN THE DAUGHTER'S LIPS WITH LIGHTER.
7) MOTHER TRIED TO TAKE CHOPPER AFTER HER DAUGHTER.
8) FATHER DRAGS HER DAUGHTER AROUND THE HOUSE WITH HEAD ON FLOOR.
9) AFTER HUGE COMMOTIONS, POLICE ARRIVED AND WAS TOLD NOTHING HAPPENED WHILE KEEPING THE DAUGHTER SHUT AWAY SOMEWHERE TO PREVENT 'TELL-TALES'.
10) MOTHER SCOLD DAUGHTER WHEN REAL FAULT'S WITH COUSIN.
11) MOTHER TRIED TO STUFF HER DAUGHTER TO DEATH WITH WHAT SHE COOKED.
12) PARENTS SIDE WITH BOTH SISTERS WITH REAL FAULT BUT ME, WHO COULD BE PARTIALLY AT FAULT.
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THERE ARE MORE, BUT THEN AGAIN, I DON'T WISH TO LIST ANYMORE. IT JUST GETS ME MORE DEPRESSED. THEN AGAIN, THE WONDERFUL FAMILY I ALWAYS WANTED PEOPLE TO THINK THAT I HAVE IS ALREADY SPOILT. BE IT WHETHER PEOPLE WHO SAW MY PARENTS OR READ THE BLOG. IT'S NOT NICE TO BE BOTTLED UP, SAYS MY COUNSELLOR AND FRIENDS. THAT'S WHY I'VE DECIDED TO POST EVERYTHING UP. BUT THEN AGAIN, IT IS REMEMBERED. ESPCIALLY THESE FEW MONTHS' COMMOTIONS.

7 YEARS. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE I SAID I WANTED TO DO SOMETHING AND THAT I HAVE REALLY GREAT PASSION IN IT? I ADMIT, MANY TIMES. BUT THIS ONE TIME IS DIFFERENT. TRY PUTTING YOURSELVES IN MY SHOES. HOW COULD ANYONE WAIT SOMETHING FOR 7 YEARS AND NOT THINK ABOUT IT DAY AND NIGHT. KEEPING QUIET FOR PAST 7 YEARS IS ALREADY ENOUGH! I'M STRESSING MYSELF THIS YEAR, PARTIALLY MY OWN FAULT FOR FLUNKING MY GRADES, BUT ALSO PARTIALLY YOUR FAULT THAT YOU GOT ME IN THESE MESS. I WON'T STATE IT. YOU KNOW WHY. AND NOW, AFTER 7 YEARS, THIS YEAR IS A MUCH MORE STRESSFUL YEAR. NOTHING ELSE IS DE-STRESSING ME. I JUST NEEDED SOMETHING NEW OR RATHER OLD, TO CURE THIS. WHY CAN'T YOU JUST LET ME HAVE MY WISH. YOU SHOULD HAVE KNOWN I LOVE THIS MORE THAN DESIGNING SINCE YOUNG. BUT YOU NEVER LET ME HAVE IT. UNTIL PRIMARY THREE I FINALLY SAID IT OUT, YOU SAID THAT I MUST WAIT. I WAITED AND WAITED. WAITED MORE AND MORE. WAITED FOR ALMOST SEEMINGLY HALF MY CHILDHOOD. BUT IT NEVER CAME. WHERE WAS THE CONSCIENCE OF NOT LYING YOU SAID YOU HAD. FUCK YOU, IT'S ALL BULLSHIT YOU ASSHOLES. PARENTS LIE. THEY ALWAYS LIE. I'VE LEARNT NOT TO TRUST THEM. BUT I CHOOSE TO TRUST THEM. YET, MANY TIMES THEY BROKE THIS TRUST. YET I STILL CHOOSE TO TRUST THEM. WHY? REASON BEING YOU'RE MY BIOLOGICAL PARENTS. HAD YOU PEOPLE NOT BEEN MY PARENTS, I WOULD HAVE YOU PEOPLE GET HUMILIATED BY THOUSANDS OR MORE THAN MORE. JERKS.

YOU GOT ME INTO THIS MESS YET YOU CAN'T GET ME OUT OF IT AND NOW PUSHES THE WHOLE ENTIRE BLAME TO ME. FINE BY ME, NOTHING WAS YOUR FAULT SINCE THE START ANYWAY. EVERYTHING'S ALWAYS MY FAULT.

PERIOD.

TAG REPLIES :(

nothing - Fine you don't.
wakinvic - Yo.

2009-07-12T15:45:00.002+08:00

I am having moodswings again?
NO.
I'm like super happy?
YES.
Two people knows why.
Or probably three.
I refuse to tell more on why.
Anyways, I'm starving.

Can't think of more to post. Am only thinking of homeworks and that I'm hungry!

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TAG REPLIES <3

jjk - Walao. Sua. My worst friend. Airpork's a brand. Not a real pig. Okay virtual -.-
nothing - Everyone has a usual style of tagging or writing or something y'know.

2009-07-10T17:41:00.003+08:00

Current Mood: Super Depressed
Current Thoughts: It's not gonna happen.
Current Mindset: I'm done for.

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TAG REPLIES <3

twin bro - Yes I remember you :)
jjk - The best friend ever! If I praise you, pigs will fly!
macs - Someone? They are the good reasons! Hurhur.
amelia - Do you need a trophy? >:)
weilin - Okay okay. I go see. LOL XD
nothing - ZY right?
tzeyee - Yes 椅子meimei. I also miss you! Can't get to see you ah. Except those days in CCA.
yunyi - Don't lame. GET A BLOG. SO I CAN SPAM 0:)

2009-07-08T00:22:00.001+08:00

TAG REPLIES <3

OddEye -LOL THANKYOU!
Macs - Yea yea I know my last blog no tagboard cause I lazy reply! Btw, what who?
Weilin - Hard leh. But her facebook a lot lah! COME JOIN! LAI LAI~ Idk. Dunk him need so much meh. He got worth so much meh? LAMSHYT MAN LOL. UMAR DUNK HIM THAT TIME DAMN FUNNY MAN, MACHIAM REVENGE ON DM! HAHAHA.
Samantha - Haha thanks! :)
Wakinvic - Walao why u like that! Okay lah. I also no link. LOL!
Jjk - Yea lo yea lo. I looked forward to SUCH an outing. ROFL. Don't emo lah. Treat you happy meal lah. HAHAHA. YOU OWE ME ONEEEE~!
Jazzy - God up there! :) Ye ye I goooot one. HAHAHA.

P.S. People, you noticed I'm still abiding my past rules, that is you tag me I reply here. I lazy go you people the blog. BUT STILL, I occasionally go and tag or not. SO PLEASE CHECK BACK FOR REPLIES -.-!

2009-07-07T22:56:00.002+08:00

6 July 2009
Nothing much, just going around playing Nostale and Dragonica. Oh and most importantly, WESTSIDER'S OUTING. That's the first outing I've gone on with any SGC members. Jjk~ Feel proud~! OH AND I WAS THE YOUNGEST SINCE THE NEXT YOUNGEST AGE WAS ONLY A DIFFERENCE OF 1 YEAR, STILL I'M A XIAO MEI MEI!

Anyways, was late for the meeting time due to fashion show again. HAHAHA. Yea yea so... met Jayken first at the ATM pillar thingamajig, then found 2 other guys(forgot who are they) and headed down to Jurong Point's Ding Tai Fung! At first I don't know anyone. So was super quiet and kept sms-ing. Then started talking a bit near the end. YES THE PROCESS FROM START TO END IN DING TAI FUNG WAS DAMN DAMN DAMN FUNNY, THANKS TO THE POOR ORGANIZER, JAYKEN. THREE CHEERS FOR HIM MAN HAHAHA. Then, we had the club members streaming in and in every long while.

I had a plate of egg fried rice(direct translaton from chinese)! Again, Jayken was the slowest in eating OMG. He kept asking koh to help him eat? Then the other guy(I forgot who was he too, aka LaLa) had a damn funny conversation with everyone all the time HAHA. Oh well, everything was soooooo funny, though I was damn quiet. But then, before we headed to Bukit Batok's SAFRA, Kelly and I started getting along well! Then with Brandon and Jia Yi, yep. Add Min Jia in too! WE FIVESOME ARE THE SISTER GANG HAHAHA SORRY BRANDON! Jayken was invited but sadly, he rejected!

Yep yep so... After reaching SAFRA, I saw Benjamin! IT WAS GAY MAN. Back to topic, we went down for pool, BUT had no tables to play. So we decided playing LAN. Brandon, Min Jia, Kelly, Jia Yi, 3 others and me were gaming. LEFT 4 DEAD! Damn that game LOL. Sadly, my nickname there was dickslap! WTH. Kelly got dickless ROFLMAO. Aaaand, I had Chris as my L4D coach! Jayken behind ~~extra~~ LOL. Others like koh and co went for pool later on. I am so noob man. Got gangbang-ed by zombies so many times. Became a zombie and just creeped up on a person and attack him or her, I got shot and died. WIN MAN. HAHAHA. Yea yea I gave up on L4D after a while since I was so darn noob at it. But then again, I broke my vow of not to play games that contains gore, dammit. After that, I gave the seat to my dear coach Chris LOL. Then I went for pool. Darn, almost 2 years no play become so noob at it. HERMAN, MACS, JOEL! LETS GO POOLING! I pity koh for tagging me afterwhich a guy comes tagging with Jayken. GAH. Anyways, blah blah blah happened later on. Sat Chris' car with Jia Yi, Kelly and the guy(I think is Joker) back home. I happen to be the first one to reach so... haha. I couldn't recognize the roads since it was really very dark out there. When Chris didn't make a turn to stop at the roadside, Jia Yi and I was screaming in the car LOL HAHAHA. But well, I'm still back home in one piece, naturally.

Tried to do homework. Wanted to study for today's SS test. Thanks to dear Jayken, I could not resist the temptation of going on SGC chatroom. And thus, that concludes my day.

7 July 2009
No plans for today, but then last minute got called to Causeway Point for movie. There were only 5 of us today, namely: ahsiao,lamp,miisha,kelly and me. Lalala~

We watched Ice Age today! Was so funny! HAHAHA. Poor Jayken can't go~ Anyways, Kelly became ahsiao's dog! Then lamp,miisha and I were like lightbulbs ROFLMAO. We had a lot of pictures taken today, excluding the lightbulb trio that is. Pictures are with lamp and miisha so people, GET THEM TO POST SO YOU GET TO COMMENT! Anyways, after movie, went arcade, after arcade, Jia Yi and I were planning to go Lot 1 arcade play DDR but then I was too tired for it. I'm falling asleep as I'm blogging this right now so please feel my passion for this post... WTFHOMFGROFLMFAOL. Okay this is vulgar! Kids please don't learn this. Back to topic, yea yea. After that decision, we went Pasar Malam to get my candy floss. TWO PACKETS! HAHAHA. ONE PINK ONE PURPLE. HAHAHA. Okay hush people hush, don't be jealous! Aaand, what's next? Chitchats and bade goodbye to Kelly. Jia Yi and I went 7-11 to get some stuffs. I got my slurpee. She got her potato chips and ice cream. ICE CREAMS ARE HUGE TEMPTATIONS! Oh and Macs, you owe me one Swensens' ice cream!

Well then, after that walk home. And then, now online. Oh well, again, this concludes me day.

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Oh My God

2009-07-06T04:06:00.005+08:00

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Ohmygod.

I'm back in blogging again?! Well, can't help it. There were some temptations here and there thanks to some 'great' people, hahaha? Anyways, this is dumb, posting and everything in the middle of the night due to boredom.

Things I'm looking forward to:
1. 6 July - Westsider's Outing @ JP
2. MT 'O' Lvls to be OVER AND DONE WITH ASAP
3. My DS back
4. COMPLETE PSP's Pangya Story Mode
5. Dragonica - Jester to Harlequin
6. Dragonica - Mage to Battlemage
7. Nostale - Red Magician Specialist Card
8. Homeworks ALL DONE
9. START revising
10. DNT Artefact coursework COMPLETED

Okay soo... yea.

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-EDITED AT 6.01AM-

Darn, I'm still up and alive at this point of time. Gonna be a real bad shift of timing at the next midnight slumber, resulting in sleeping during lessons ha ha ha. Dammit.

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